meaningfulness

i don't think i've written a meaningful blog in a long time.

it's time i returned this to its former glory:
I now have my HSC exam timetable. i have 2 exams my first day (wednesday - english then food tech), then one thursday (religion) and one friday (english), then i have the weekend and monday before my next (maths), then a week and a day before my last (physics). my only complaint is that there are 2 exams on the same day.

i'm still a fricken moody broody teenager who's co-crushing on a couple of different guys (unfortunately... seems i cant make up my mind) and uncomfortable with her body. i guess if i keep eating pasta all the time that wont really change... =[

other than my whinges about love and body, i do feel that i'm enjoying my work and schooling. not long left now.

i'm getting tired easily which is probably from all the opens i did during the holidays but i dont mind, because i'm getting more sleep then i have before in my life.

maybe that's part of my problem with love. i dont put myself out there enough. i just go home to bed. i think i need to meet more people and find someone who likes me for who i am, not someone i might happen to pretend to be to get some attention.

i need to update my playlist for my ipod too. i'm heading back to mainstream *shrieks in horror* which is unfortunate because i do feel i've discovered some undercover talent in those undergroundy types. and some hotties =]

right now i'm looking at getting personalised numberplates for my car. i'm quite excited about it.

ummm other than that i cant think of anything else to write. i need more inspiration!

good night my loves xx